COVID-19 has left Italy traumatised and normality is only a distant dream

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Europe watched Italy's human catastrophe unfold and was warned about what was to come.For Italians it was too late to prepare - they had to
learn the horrors of this pandemic as they lived them.When Italy's government announced the first lockdown in Europe, few could have
predicted how long it would last.Three weeks became nearly eight
The deadline was extended time and time again.Even as Italy moves to "phase 2" from Monday, the country is lifting measures more slowly and
more cautiously than most others.Perhaps little wonder when you see the trauma this country has endured in little over two months.Even in
the early days of lockdown, you could feel the country was in a state of high anxiety
As Italians saw the health emergency escalate, they also had to process the shock of being the first country in Europe ordered to stay
home.Italy's medical community in state of traumaOne conversation remains etched in my memory more than many others.On day two of lockdown I
met Aurelio Fragapanni waiting outside a pharmacy to collect his sister's medication
He displayed the charisma and warmth shown by so many Italians.But one simple question - "how are you?" - and he began to cry.As a senior
citizen he was in the virus's high risk category so I asked if he was scared
"I get emotional, but not for me," he replied
"People aren't prepared."Image:For a long time, Italy has been under lockdown, with city squares left emptyAurelio was right.Few could have
been prepared for what the next two months would hold.There was no frame of reference to predict the events of this pandemic.Italy became a
country of unwelcome firsts.The first to show its hospitals overrun with the sick.The first to call in the army to transport the dead.The
first to launch a criminal investigation into care home deaths.What we were seeing and hearing was shocking.Coronavirus: Lockdown lessons
from Italy In exactly 10 weeks Italy lost more than 28,000 of its citizens to COVID-19
That doesn't include most of those who have died in residential homes.More than 180 doctors and nurses have died from coronavirus - another
two have taken their own lives.The head of infectious diseases at Spedali Civili Hospital in Brescia, Lombardy, described the trauma of
working with the fear of dying
More than 300 of his colleagues have tested positive for the virus."We were asking each other who will be the next and that, of course, is
psychologically demanding
Also because, apart from being colleagues, we are friends."We are also isolated, each of us at home, because we fear also to maybe transfer
the contagion to our beloved ones."So if you put all that together, the workload, the fatigue, the tiredness, that is fairly psychologically
demanding."Special report: Inside a Naples ICUIn the early weeks of Italy's outbreak there was a sense of hope and optimism.Italians
continued to escalate, hope faded.The singing stopped, shutters stayed closed.Image:Italians realise life will not be normal again for a
long timeThe lockdown was tightened further
Even exercise was restricted to the close vicinity of where you lived
The number of police checkpoints seemed to increase
We saw fewer and fewer people outside.Almost everyone we spoke to was dealing with their own personal struggle."For a single old man staying
at home alone it's difficult," said a pensioner sitting alone in one of Rome's squares
"I have no relations
It's sad
But you know, better than being infected."Even essential workers, considered lucky, were barely coping.Italian PM to loosen lockdown
I asked how long he could last financially
"Maybe one month
Maybe," he replied.If his predictions were correct, he will have run out of money around three weeks ago.The lockdown, border closures, and
travel restrictions have hurt Italy's economy
Despite pressure to lift measures sooner in the south of the country, where the infection is lower but poverty is far higher, the government
appears to be taking no risks.Italians realise that normality as they knew it will not resume anytime soon
This is all the more apparent when you see the detailed conditions being set by the government for lifting measures.The price of facemasks
has been fixed too but there's ongoing debate about whether to make them mandatory outside
It is already compulsory to wear them on public transport, in shops, and in work places.Italy has seen how the virus spreads at frightening
speed and the slow painful fight needed to bring it under control.Mafia in Italy exploiting coronavirus vacuumThe characteristic warmth of
Italians has been replaced by an obsession with personal space
Even the physical act of wearing a mask seems to have silenced people's spirits.This would have seemed inconceivable a couple of months
ago.But it's hard to imagine life as before.The national trauma of the first outbreak perhaps still too raw.